Dosed.

Ok. This will probably be a long post so if you're busy or something, you'll probably just want to skim through it or something.

Actually i dont know why im posting either. I guess i needed to take time out to. Talk. To myself. Recently i've found out i dont really have a problem with myself, i've been having problems with other people and how they react to me. Or something like that. I dont know. Yup. I don't know. I'll probably use this phrase very often sooner or later, because, really, i dont know. I dont know whats going on around me, whats happening to everyone out there, to people whom i've known so long ago but are so different now. I guess it cant be helped. Change is inevitable. Its always there. People change for a reason.... sometimes good, sometimes bad.

It probably comes with age. This is the thing your Moral Education textbooks have been warning you about. Coming of age, accepting yourself, after puberty and all that bullshit.

Am i satisfied with myself? Maybe. Not really. I wish i could fill the empty void spaces in my life now. I dont know what are these spaces though.

And then theres love. I dont wanna talk about it that much right now. I'm as confused as everyone else is.

Ok. Maybe i shouldnt blog so long. Im getting lazy. =) Sleep now. Nites.