I caught fire...

I wish you wouldnt blow things out of proportion.. i wish you didnt have to react that way.. i wish this morning didnt happen, i wish we would have talked it out instead of you blowing up... i wish you would still talk to me and listen to me explain myself..

Damn what to say about the past few days.

Hmm... i dont feel pissed at myself, nor am i extremely angry or smth. I'm just... sad... that it had to become like this... It was a mistake, i acknowledged it and i know i was wrong...

I feel like dying. Hmm.. you didnt have to be so harsh.. but thanks for being harsh anyway.

Right now.. all i can do is...

Be sorry.

So much has happened so quickly lately.. its hard to catch my breath. I'm thankful for the great moments i had... it was a rather lonely christmas though.

Why?