devil killing smile

Woke up, and first thing on my mind today was..

die.

9:00.

take me over, cause you know it's been a while
win me over with your devil killing smile
and soak my bones
in your overtones

These days, waking up isnt a task, its a chore. Sleeping so late at night to finish the countless assignments this week, i wonder if i'll survive this semester. Words cannot describe how much i am looking forward to the end of the week and term break.

Well. Got to school late, so i decided to skip IMDP1 and go to the darkroom instead. Christine was in there developing photos, so i decided to develop my film (night shot) there. I walked around TP and finished the roll of film. It was horrible. The shots were either blurry (i need a tripod for night shots), Underexposed (damn camera) or fungy (damn camera lens). Oh well. Hopefully i'll get all these fixed by the end of the week. Christine went back to finish her VSCP1 Box thingamajig.

and tear down my walls till the darkness shows
pull me under where the river sings my death
light a candle with your holy cigarette
come down with me
in kerosine
and walk through the flames till it burns us clean

After that had a wonderful marketing class. Me and Justin got tops once again for class. High performance team. We got the highest for class for our combined effort work. However i think i did more work =p. I crapped out all the content lor. Ah well. Our final piece will be stunning. If we don't get an A, i'll snipe off our lecturers balls off.

After that went back to the darkroom to enlarge a few photos. Alot of people were in there. Mud, Wei shan, Eunice, they were all there making prints and such. Made 3 prints, GQ playing the guitar, Dharni, Mickey, and Chris. They are drying in the dark room now. I'm going back to school tomorrow to collect them.

so won't you place your hex on me
drive the ship and ride with me
let's run away to your galaxy
where children bathe in delusion streams
drain away the poison out of me

Yes, i'm going back to school tomorrow. For what, i dont know. Going out tomorrow anyway. Can anyone lone me $20? I'm desperate. I'll return it to you next week. Haha. If you can leave me an SMS. Otherwise in the morning i'll have to dig out money somewhere. Probably out of my butt.

I cut my hair! Wow. Words cant describe it. You'll just have to see it tomorrow if you wanna see how much its changed. I cut at a different place. Just told the auntie to cut whatever she wanted, and it ended up pretty good. Now i know the difference between a $10 haircut and a $30 salon cut.

wear the letter cloth and i will drink your shame like an ocean let me
dream until i go insane until i go insane
like a shot through your brain
take a trip through your veins
until i go insane

By Sunday i'll be getting my new phone. Latest by Sunday. If not, i'll start whining and crying and not leave the house till i get my phone. I'm serious.

Sometimes, i need to scream to breathe.