Spare me the details...

Site update : Updated links... now.. who did i miss? If you linked me or want me to link... please tag. =)

After reading stanley's old blogs, sorta came to a few realisations of myself.

Firstly, alot of people read my blog, and they dont comment dammit. Comment people! I wanna hear your words! Speak and ye shall receive! ....... or something gay like that.

Sometimes i wonder why i became the way i am. I'd like to thank the many positive influences in my life and thank god that i never ended up the other way around. What's the other way around?

Big time beng gangster la.

But of course, one would suspect Abel is never the type.. right?

Haha. You should read my old blogs... Sadly all my archives were wiped out last year.

Sometimes i just sit down or lie down before i go to bed and just think. Collect thoughts of the whole day, the whole year, my whole life. Sometimes its bad, sometimes it gets better. Sometimes its downright shitty.

But usually its just full of deep thought and emotions.

I remember back in primary school when i used to get bullied or picked on often. Probably because i was really annoying. >.< style="font-weight: bold;">that way. Am i alright now? Not really. Am i still waiting? Yes. I know you're reading this anyway =).

Sometimes i wonder what it feels like to feel dead... Sometimes i wonder why people have so many problems... so many worries. I wonder what it is like to be others.

I wish everyone in the world could feel happy. I only wish.





I need a girlfriend.