Saturday, November 27, 2004

Unlimited Colours

Alright, my final blog before i go for camp. Its been hectic, but i think in the end, it will be fufilling spiritually and physically. Ok. Off to camp now, will be back on monday night.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Last Christmas

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I'll give it to someone special.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I've found the real love, now I found
You'll never fool me again!

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I've found the real love, now I found
You'll never fool me again!

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

My next phone..

My next phone.. holy crap... i didnt know it was SHINY! NOW I REALLY MUST GET IT!

Reviews have said its a tad bit smaller than the old 7200... woot!



Nokia's having a roadshow just outside ngee ann city civic plaza... found my phone!



128x160 transflective TFT display supporting 65 536 colors... Transflective properties make the display easy to read even under direct sunlight. Its bigger than most series 40 phones, and has a wide screen! Interesting, didnt know that till now.

Here are some more pics..


Tuesday, November 23, 2004

No news...is well... good news.

I'm in a reflective mood right now... been thinking abit about the past, people, the present.

Blogging seems to be so mainstream now. Compared to earlier, where it was kind of exclusive. Looking at my archives, i'm suprised how much i've surpassed myself mentally and emotionally. It's kinda scary how much people change. Yep. Myself included.

Blogging culture has interdeterminally hijacked itself into our current culture, and its scary... Think about it, you're revealing more than your life to anyone, anywhere out there. And we think its normal! Well... i think it is. Besides, its better, gives people more confidence to think and a space to withdraw themselves from everyone else while giving people an impression of them.

Reading other people's blogs also makes me feel so small in such a large world. Although we follow so blindly... its kind of interesting to see how lives interwine and how we let other people's misery, sadness, joy, anger... seep into our own selfish and senseless lives =p.

I cant imagine what life would be like if there wasnt the internet.

Currently Hooked on : U2 - Vertigo

Fear is the Mind Killer...

Monday, November 22, 2004

Nobody gets out tonight...

Today's blog will be full of pictures. :)

Been playing alot of Need fo speed underground 2.... the feeling of speed is insane.

I love my Hyundai Tiburon.



I just got my pocket money this week. As always, i feel rich. However, money flys out from my wallet like water flushing down the toilet, so i'll be broke really soon.

Got lots of things to buy, so little money, so little time.... christmas is around the corner...

At BBQ@east coast that day, stole beatrice's camera to take pictures.... Here are some of the pics.



how to check your timetable 101.

EDIT: sorry guys, i think they became suspicious and took down the site. In case you didnt know, we were able to check our timetable via a link that was leaked by business school students... for about 2 hours many people checked their timetable and were either very disapointed (i.e : me) or relieved that they got what they wanted.

Now if you visit the site, it gives you a 404 error.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

I do apologise for what seems to you an arbitary imposition....

Time, Dr Freeman? Is it really that time again?? It seems as if you've only just arrived!

You've done a great deal in a small time time span. You've done so well in fact that i've received some interesting offers for your services.

Ordinarily, I wouldn't contemplate them, but these are extraordinary times..mmmm?

Rather than offer you the illusion of free choice, I will take the liberty of choooosing for youuu,
It and when your time comes round again.

I do apologise for what seems to you an arbitary imposition Dr Freeman.
I trust it will all make sense to you in the course of.....well, i'm really not at liberty to say.
In the meantime, this is where i get off.


Half Life 2 = Complete

Yup. Been playing it for so long, thats the ending sequence. Rocks la. Anyway, yesterday's BBQ was fun, was a long time since i've been to the beach =). Anyway tomorrow i'll be going to the airport, fetching kath back, then prolly after that go for the polar express movie premier. I got two free tickets :).

Alright, cant talk now... stomachache. ;)

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Urgh.

If i see another Headcrab, i'll puke :).

Hungry. Think im going to taste test m&m products tomorrow... thanks to christopher. He's meeting me at 3 or smth.... its going to be a longgggg day tomorrow... -.-

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Its here...

Thanks to chris and a secret underground games store in upper serangoon shopping center... Half life 2 is finally here....

Breeze.

BURN

WHERES MY HALF LIFE 2? I DEMAND AN EXPLANATION FOR THE DELAY DISTRIBUTORS! BURNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

I plonked down $130 bucks for the collectors ed.... and its delayed till friday? sheesh.

look at this. the game rocks.








Monday, November 15, 2004

Email

Changing from metallic_phyre@hotmail.com to tricab@gmail.com for msn permanantely.

I'll add you, if not add tricab@gmail.com.

Grey Matter

The gathering was awesome! Everyone had fun... even those people who dont usually join us for the guy type games like Wei shan stayed up with us all night to play a dungeon crawl game! Awesome!

Waiting for pictures to be uploaded and stuff so i can do a proper blog. Time for a nice long PROPER bath and sleep.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Kryptonite

Head hurts. -.-

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Breathing Deeply... Walking Backwards...

Ok so today wasnt so boring after all.

Right now im uploading about 1000+ pictures onto the server... helping Beatrice out with her picture problems... she has so many pics but no space and bandwith to store them on.. so i thought i'd help her out. She wanted to pass me the photos tmr... but then she couldnt find her thumbdrive to transfer the pics over to her "other" com to burn. hmm.

Speaking of which... Chris, GQ, Weishan, Sharon, Joel, and Beatrice coming over to my house tomorrow for a PS2+XBOX+PC+Dinner Gathering. VSC Eugene will pop by during the late afternoon to hang out with us tmr too. A few of them staying over.. gonna have nice chats.

We'll probably play the night away... my parents are out of town for the weekend, and monday is a holiday, so their all somewhat free :D We'll be watching movies and stuff too. My entire house will be empty. It's been a long time since i did something like that. =).

Got my pocket money tonight... feeling better. :D. However, this week IS Half Life 2 week. So i'll probably end up broke again. You wont see or hear from me much this coming tuesday to thursday... i'll be rotting my brains out on HL2 =).

Which brings me to my next topic. $130 HL2. Thats right. $130 fucking dollas. What to do. I want the uber cool collectors edition with all the goodies and stuff. :D

oh yeah, went to play pool that day. nice.


Bored.

This has got to be the most boring day of my life. Ever. Nothing can top this. I stoned on my bed staring at my ceiling for an hour or so. Now what.

Friday, November 12, 2004

Guilty by association

Sorry? =\. Didn't mean it to turn out like that....sorry i said that.

woooozy

super tired... dont know whats going on already... need sleep =\.

bah.

Was messaging chris halfway then i messaged her wrongly. grrrrrrrrrr. i cant stop...grrrrr *bonks*

hair is shorter. again.

Forgotten

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

i hurt-ed.

Must finish a DSL proposal by tomorrow? Haix.

Thursday, November 11, 2004

breakfast

I cant believe i forgot today was deepavali. our free tickets for wild wild wet dont work for today anyways, so theres no point.

My fooking internet was down last night, it detected the network, but didnt let me surf the net. I was freaking pissed last night.... then this morning after a nice long nap i walked out to my living room, plugged out the scv cable tv set top box cable, plugged it back in again, walked back into my room... and it worked. I was complaining to my sister and mom and aunties last night la. Dont know what i was thinking.

I wasn't feeling good last night... stomach was weird. But it was fun. I want to blog about camp design... but i got more pressing matters at hand... shall blog later.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Firefox 1.0 Released

Camp Design was fun... long story, i'll blog about it after the 3 days are over... for now...

http://www.getfirefox.com
http://www.spreadfirefox.com

Get it! The websites are being hammered right now though...

Monday, November 08, 2004

camp

tired.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Spend some time

Im quite stoned... woke up this morning with a stuffed nose, red eyes and a headache. Decided to sleep some more... now im better.

Yesterday was damn fun. Went to escape, went to many rides and stuff, i went on that rainbow thingy for like 7 times in a row or smth... its insane.

After that went to eat and all. Then talked to Xingjie about DSL and Camp Design. Its funny, you see stanley fretting because no one wanted to help out when he first talked about the thing, now so many people want to go because its in school, its a day camp, etc.

First time im in charge of the music... gonna meet chris later to get his external hdd and transfer 9 gigs of music into it.. awesome.

Linkin Park's new mix of Numb/Encore with Jay-Z Rocks!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

riffs

I now know how to play the INTROS of..

Green Day - Wake me up when september ends
Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes
Boa - Duvet
Blink 182 - Adam's song
Blink 182 - F*** a ..... dog.
And a few others. I also played a riff i created...

MY FINGERS ARE SORE.

Friday, November 05, 2004

Breaking the Habit

Finally understood the lyrics...


Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight


Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Jim

Thats my new guitar. I'm calling it Jim. :)

It looks like one big hot violin doesnt it. wahaha. *points to abelcam*

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Kom-Pluh-Muhnt

Ok... so my new layout will be delayed...abit. XD

Monday, November 01, 2004

Behind Blue Eyes...

I feel so dazed...

Seeing all those people working.... i feel super slack. Maybe i should get a job.

If you have any job openings or lobang... please look for me.

I'm very bored. Should i do my layout tomorrow? Guess so.