Riposte

riposte \rih-POST\, noun:
1. A quick thrust given after parrying an opponent's lunge in fencing.
2. A quick and effective reply by word or act.

This is going to be my last post of 2004. Looking back on the past year.. so much has changed.. its scary. I started school.. Poly... Thinking of christine. Then stuff happened.. and then i started thinking about other things....

Things can change so much in not just one year, not just a few months, but within a few days.

Right now, im only thankful im alive. I'm supposed to be sad dammit. I'm keeping tears withdrawn for a later period.. i supposed. I can't bring myself to cry. Not ever since 3 years ago. Yup. I havent cried for 3 years. Not that bad i supposed, a guy isnt suppose to cry :)

I feel kinda dazed the past few days in school. I'm not myself, and alot of people can see that. I'm trying to be, but i cant... dont know why.

I'm looking forward to the new year. Am I? Probably. I'm getting a new phone soon what. New experiences, new thrills, new excitements.

Nah who am i kidding. =D.

I hope Electrico at the Esplanade can cheer me up tonight.

Next blog in the new year. Happy new year everyone. Don't let the blues get to ya. Look forward to the new year full of confidence, waiting to roar.

New MMO

Found a new MMO, its from Gravity, the makers of RO...

R.O.S.E Online

Site: www.roseon.com/
Registration Page:
www.roseon.com/member/join.asp?age=ob
Download:www.roseon.com/Pds/Down.asp
Movie:www.roseon.com/pds/movieplay.asp

Damn Nice! The game servers start on the 1st of january, so i'll be playing it tomorrow or the day after. There are cars and stuff to drive around in the game, but its alot like RO, killing monsters and quests and stuff. Real cool stuff. Only worry is if everyone's computers can take it anot. Gonna see if i can put it into the schools computers...

Exclamation Mark!

Since most people i know today are either offline or pretty much unresponsive (No offence to anyone) ..

I'm gonna go play Metal Gear Solid 3. I shall isolate myself from the world for a night :)

Anyways.. tomorrow and saturday electrico are playing at the esplanade.. for free.. anyone wanna join me? Its rare to see them play for free... i really want to hear runaway live.... DAMMIT.

Links

Updated Links. If i missed out anyone, please ask. Man blogging is exploding right now, everyone has one. Reminds me of the days when blogging just started out, and i was one of the few guy bloggers around. My style of writing has changed much since then.

Anyways, I might have to split up my links into two columns now.. so many. Lazy to do now though.

Moments

Current Status : Hungry
Awating : Fried Hokkien Mee from AMK Ave.10 Market Hawker Center (YumYum.)
Feeling : Useless
Wanting To: Kill All Rats. Yup. Saw two on the way back.

Woke up this morning and decided to burn Medal of honor : Pacific Assault on a dvd and TRY to go to the school and just drop the whole folder down onto the U: and see if it works. It did. Rocks.

Psychology Tutorial was awesome.. we had to come up with skits and all.. then we got sweets for every question we answered correctly or incorrectly. In the end the whole group had a pile of sweets and we divided equally.

Then went on to eat a very quick lunch, after which i experienced a very painful stomachache, one that would last me the whole fucking psychology lecture. The lecture was... so so. After that went to get freaking ex Ice cream just outside the LT.... $1.60.

I feel like ripping out a piece of my brain and leaving it at the ComDI Class, because i sat through it feeling like crap. Felt extremely thirsty, wasnt paying attention, was making stupid jokes. Thank god the class ended early and i went up and played a few games with Eugene until around 7+.

Today's events... proved once again. Life is a fragile thing.

I'm bored. Need food. Can't blog. Why am i blogging? Oh yeah, everyone reads my blog -.-"

Speaking of which, i'll update my links later, adding lots and lots of people. If i dont, remind me later, and give me a slap.

Edited..

Edited my layout abit. Tell me what you think about it or if i should remove it. Thanks.

Underground

Hmmm.. nothing much happened today.. after waking up late again... brought the phone to school... Sold it to enrique, got my cash. He complained about a phone restart problem after a few minutes, i told him to go to nokia care center to get it fixed. He did though, but had to borrow my IC. Hope its still alright.

Feel like I'm stoned
wanna be alone, just for a while, unknown
Weeks on the road a long way from home
just shut off the phone

In school.. Life drawing was kinda boring. was half asleep and didnt really want to draw much. Got alot of homework for that class though. After that had lunch at the canteen, talked to a few people about the tsunami. Scary though, quite a number of people are quite affected by it.

And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
and you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong

After awhile, met wei shan and the rest... decided to go to studios. Saw sharon, gave her her present. A small gift. It's cute though, but i dont know where the heck shes gonna put it. After saying hi and bye to a few other people in the studio, went to slack in the open access labs... there was nothing much to do there, but i checked out the DBS and UOB sites for info on the debit card thingy... and realised, i dont need one now, and probably not gonna get one. Shall stick to my good old trusted Nets card.

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life

After helping a few people with their typography work on the computer.... or didnt help.. went out to the canteen again, and then met up with a few people and decide to go to the darkroom to check things out. Wei shan showed me how to reel up the film into the canisters and stuff, and i went into the dark room to try my hand at it. I sucked. Probably cause its my first time and all. But then again, its friggin hard to see anything in there. Seriously.

Remember the times
together we swore, never give up this life
still hanging on, still going strong
here I belong

Oh wait, tomorrow im supposed to go to Gillian's Birthday party.. i just remembered. wtf. not prepared. Hey.. its a good chance for me to take pics! But its black and white. whats the point... haix.

And maybe I'm crazy
but I just can't slow down
And maybe I'm crazy
but at least I'm still around

Anyways. Need to finish one roll of black and white film tomorrow. To use on thursday. That means must lug my camera around tomorrow. zzz.

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life

Feels like the first day of my life,
(feels like the first day)
Still feels like the first day of my life

Condolences

My condolences goes to the families of those who has lost their lives in the tragic natural disaster. The death toll is rising, and this event proves you dont need war to show how fragile human life is.

Treasure it.

...

When you wish upon a star, a bucket of shit falls on you. No more sad songs. No more angry songs. No more abel.

Wisdom

Today's Words of wisdom from Xiao Hui to Christine...

"if you really like him that much, it's up to you to wait for as long as it takes for things to change and get better. if you are willing to sacrifice your heart for this uncertain ending between you and him, maybe you will get hurt but if you really like him, it's up to you to decide how you are going to like him in your own way. be it praying silently or just waiting by his side silently"

Guilty

Today went pretty well, morning was awesome.. then later turned into a bad bout of anger after people kept coming to me asking for help on school work, life, money, and relationships.

Like as if im in the mood to help people. I did though, and alot of them were very grateful.... Tomorrow... dunno. Tomorrow school starts at 12. I get $220 from selling my phone tomorrow.. awesome..

Hmm. Cant think.. time to bathe.

I caught fire...

I wish you wouldnt blow things out of proportion.. i wish you didnt have to react that way.. i wish this morning didnt happen, i wish we would have talked it out instead of you blowing up... i wish you would still talk to me and listen to me explain myself..

Damn what to say about the past few days.

Hmm... i dont feel pissed at myself, nor am i extremely angry or smth. I'm just... sad... that it had to become like this... It was a mistake, i acknowledged it and i know i was wrong...

I feel like dying. Hmm.. you didnt have to be so harsh.. but thanks for being harsh anyway.

Right now.. all i can do is...

Be sorry.

So much has happened so quickly lately.. its hard to catch my breath. I'm thankful for the great moments i had... it was a rather lonely christmas though.

Why?

Epitome

Alright... basic layout structure complete.. spent half the fucking day trying to cure a stupid alignment code problem, and its still there, but i made the font size smaller to make it less obvious.

Don't bother trying to help me with my code, go view it, you'll faint :)

I'm a dreamweaver whore what... im not a coding pro.

Anyway, i'll add more content tonight or tomorrow.. for now this will do. Going out now... Gimme a few ideas on what to put on the top left hand corner..

Epraizer

Taken at SAM. lol.

Christmas

Christmas wasnt so bad for me.

I got... an MP3 player. Woot. Thank you whoever that bought it for me! Shall not disclose it here.

Got also, ANTI VIBE DRUMSTICKS. Tried them out just now.. omg.. now my rolling is so smooth.. once again.. im actually improving! Scary.

Got a shirt from my sister... My mum bought some stuff in china soon, cant wait till she gets back, then i can get my 7270.. soon the wait will be over..

Tomorrow i'll be quite free.. so i'll do work.. layout coming soon. Tomorrow.

What Went Wrong.

Blink 182 - What Went Wrong

I'm sick of always hearing
All the sad songs on the radio
All day it is there to remind
An over-sensitive guy that he's lost and alone, yeah

I hate our favorite restaurant, our favorite movie, our favorite show,
We would stay up all through the night
We would laugh and get high, and never answer the phone

I can't forgive, can't forget
Can't give in, what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life

I'm sick of always hearing
Sappy love songs on the radio
This place, it's fucking cursed and it's plagued
And I can never escape when my heart it explodes

I can't forgive, can't forget
Can't give in, what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life

I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
What went wrong
I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
What went wrong
I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
What went wrong
I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
What went wrong
I'm kicking

Blog is back.

Yup. All i needed to do was press a button. [republish]

Dots. Seems like.. even though the server virus killed all html files.... all my html coding, templates and all, were on blogger anyway. So all i needed to do was republish my blog.

Take that worm.

Runaway

Truly Julie, in another day...
You know it really isn't far away
that I'm longing to be with you...
You'll be waiting for another sun,
but that's when things begin to come undone...
And theres nothing that i can do...

There's sense that's running in the air,
and that's the time that you should never dare...

Running away you can't pretend,
up to the door and back again..with me...
I know....

Running away it drives me wild,
even someone who makes me mild like you...
I know... I know....

There's a place where everything is free...
And everyone is just like you and me,
Like i've never seen before..
But I would never ever wanna go,
to a place unless you told me so,
then you said that you wanted more...

There's a sense that's running in the air...
and that's the time that you should never dare.....

Running away you can't pretend,
up to the door and back again..with me...
I know....

Running away it drives me wild,
even someone who makes me mild like you...
I know... I know....

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you



As years go by

I race the clock with you

But if you died right now

You know that I'd die to

I'd die too



You remind me of the times

When I knew who I was (I was)

But still the second hand will catch us

Like it always does



We'll make the same mistakes

I'l take the fall for you

I hope you need this now

Cause I know I still do



Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you



Should I bite my tongue?

Until blood soaks my shirt

We'll never fall apart

Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

But still we'll say, "remember when"

Just like we always do



Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die

(Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you



Yeah I'd spill my heart...

Yeah I'd spill my heart for you...



My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

We made the same mistakes

Mistakes like friends do



My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

We made the same mistakes



Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you, for you



Until the day I die(Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die(Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you



Until the day I die

Until the day I die...

Dashboard Confessional - Hey Girl

Hey girl, you've got a smart way
About you that makes me wish that I was smart enough for you.

Hey girl, you've got a fine laugh
And I think that I can get used to that
And you're already used to laughing at me

Well, So what if your friends think I'm crazy,
I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway
They're all theory, no action and
Where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction

Hey girl, you've got a short fuse
And I've got designs on lighting you up
And setting you off, and watching you burn for me.

The world lives for the weekends
Well, I'll watch as my weeks bleed right into them
Without a rhyme to devide what is theirs And what is mine

Well, So what if your friends think I'm crazy,
I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway
They're all theory, no action and
Where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction

And go on, go on, your cruel intentions won't solve your problems, everyone's gotta get bottom bottomed out in the long run and those are the times you need love...

To have someone to come home to..

Busy!

Busy doing new layout.
Busy with school!
Busy with drawing!
Busy with camera!
Busy with... life!

BOOM.

Ying bought the same camera as me! Huzzah! Why did she buy the exact same model? No idea.

Bored.

Life and love and why....

Truly Julie, in another day...
You know it really isn't far away
that I'm longing to be with you...

Today was interesting. Brought my camera to school, had fun with it, i woke up late, then went to school. Decided to not go take the colour shots and develop them, something i would not regret later in the day. =). Met Eugene and a few others in school.... took a few shots, showed my camera to a few people.... they were amazed by a simple camera... well, stanley's one was better.

You'll be waiting for another sun,
but that's when things begin to come undone...
And theres nothing that i can do...

Well then i went for marketing.. i thought it would be boring, but then the lesson progressed quite well. We had fun talking about products and how they were marketed, and i somehow ended up in a group with justin, me, stanley, rainer and jacky. We were supposed to come up with a product to outsell the gilette mach 5 shaver, but then we misinterpreted the question and marketing the gilette shaver instead. We contemplated that we should have marketed the GNC MEGAMAN health supplement instead. lol. made fun of inflating chests and bullets shooting out of those chests. dont ask.

There's sense that's running in the air,
and that's the time that you should never dare...

Well then went to basic photo. it was fun! i learnt alot of stuff about my camera today... rocked. Like shutter speed and all. really good. then after that decided to wait for GQ and eugene and a few others, then we went to bugis to eat dinner with alot of people... lazy to list them here.. but the usual gang was there. missing beatrice though, felt quite different without beatrice around.. dunno why. =)

Running away you can't pretend,
up to the door and back again..with me...
I know....

Then after that, i decided.. for some weird reason, to suprise dearie. Went to Dhoby Ghaut MRT's bus stop where she usually take's buses home and hid behind a wall waiting for her to appear. Then, when her bus came, i boarded it too and sat beside her. Totally shocked her. Gave her chocolates... mmm.

Running away it drives me wild,
even someone who makes me mild like you...
I know... I know....

Well, the day went quite smoothly... tomorrow we're going to the museuem.. before that.. im not sure. all i know is that.. tonight.. i need sleep.

Running away you can't pretend,
up to the door and back again..with me...
I know....

Running away it drives me wild,
even someone who makes me mild like you...
I know... I know....

Burn

Go ahead.

Truely....

I bought a SLR CAMERA! $180 Second hand from cash converters at tampines... it rocks. I love it. My first camera!

Hmm. Well it came without the lens, so i had to buy it seperate. You can see the camera on my webcam now. Canon EOS 500n. Pretty sweet. Gonna start snapping alot of pics soon.

Alright. Today started out quite the same. Went to school feeling like crap. Didnt sleep enough blah. Reached at 930, then met Wei shan and Beatrice in the studios where they complained i was supposed to reach at 830 -.-. I didnt have breakfast. Went to bookshop to get my stuff. Bought the freaking heavy psychology textbook ($33) and some random nonsense like sweets. Then went for psycho Tutorial!

Quite alot of recognisable faces in our class. Sharon, Eunice, Eugene, GQ, and Justine, of course. Blah. See him in every class.

Then the rest of the day, went for the tutoial, class was damn packed, kinda boring lesson.

Went out after that, went to buy my camera! Bargained with the uncle, stood there for quite long choosing my cam, after choosing one that i was satisfied with, he gave me a $20 discount! awesome.

Then went to ask nokia care center people when my phone is going to be released, they gave me a vague "within this month". Screw them. My sister is going to get her phone tomorrow la... or smth.

Tomorrow got basic photography! Gonna learn the parts of my camera. For now, i shall.. play with it.

I For You...

The birth was a miracle
Like a dream of falling leaves
Like a tale which never ends
From the rivers to the oceans of memory
Where it ends is a blank mystery
Only like this distant reverie
Then thus the struggle ends, the hopes raised
Yet the refrain from the hold
Is nothing but in vain
Maybe the day will come when
All sorrow will be lost
And the hope that left your heart, returns
That the pain may end now
Instead, forever dwell in you serenity
Glow in your selfless peace
Rise from the ashes of your mistakes
Trust in the word of the after
Turn from the darkness to the light
Together we will rise
And live through the eternal paradigm
On the wings of the angel
Living and believing that our fate is sealed
Only the two of us, forever in our story
In the neverending world of endless trysts
And if we could never understand what destiny decided
The tale would never end but forever live in hidden secrets
Then the world would never see
The truth of love's memory

All i am...

Today was fun!



I skipped school. Skipped life drawing. Don't ask me why, don't tell me its irresponsible, it was just a spontaneous spur of the moment thing. Besides, its.... week 1. =). I better catch up what i lost tomorrow with the peeps in the same class with me.

I'm still quite blur about my timetable. Gonna print it out later when i get paper. If im not wrong, i have Psychology in the morning. Lecture + tutorial. I need to buy my textbook by tomorrow then. $33. Quite ex. Dunno if i should ask my mum for it. Maybe next time.

So... i didn't go school. Went out with ying instead. Went out at about... i don't kow... 2pm? Thought she was gonna have waffles with her friend.. but she didnt in the end. We walked around.. and... hmm. what did we do. -.-

Oh yeah. We met at citylink then we went to find my Electrico CD. Couldnt find it, so we ended up going to HMV at Heeren to find the cd, where we saw it yesterday. Bought the CD. More on the cd later.

Then we walked to PS to eat. It was a bloody hot day. Thank god i was wearing my new shirt :). It apparently sucks heat from ... nah you dont wannt know.

Then we went to eat at mos, where... the burger tasted really really really good. We were joking around with the bio notes she was studying with too.. It was kinda interesting. Rofl. I was just hungry i suppose. Then we went to walk around, looking for rings... we found them much later though... at the basement of PS. They were like... $68 for a pair including engraving. The engraving.. was really long and nice though. The friggin lady comment we had skinny fingers, and she did it in a really really sarcastic way. At first i laughed.. thinking about it now i feel kinda insulted. LOL. We had to wait 30 minutes, so we went to the arcade to play PF and GS (acronym's galore!) and then went back to collect the rings. They fit pretty loosely on my fourth finger, prolly cause i have THICK knuckles. Blah. They are nice though.

Alright. The Electrico CD ROCKS!. I cant stop listening to it. Its Alternative-Electronic-Rock if you really must give it a Genre. If you want to listen to songs from it, feel free to IM me, i'll give you a couple of nice ones. www.electricomusic.com

Hmm. Life can be confusing sometimes. But when it comes to you.. nothing's confusing about it. I. love. you.

Running Away

Truly Julie, in another day...
You know it really isn't far away
that I'm longing to be with you...
You'll be waiting for another sun,
but that's when things begin to come undone...
And theres nothing that i can do...

There's sense that's running in the air,
and that's the time that you should never dare...

Running away you can't pretend,
up to the door and back again..with me...
I know....

Running away it drives me wild,
even someone who makes me mild like you...
I know... I know....

There's a place where everything is free...
And everyone is just like you and me,
Like i've never seen before..
But I would never ever wanna go,
to a place unless you told me so,
then you said that you wanted more...

There's a sense that's running in the air...
and that's the time that you should never dare.....

Running away you can't pretend,
up to the door and back again..with me...
I know....

Running away it drives me wild,
even someone who makes me mild like you...
I know... I know....

Last christmas....i....

Hmm... hate me all you want... its not like i cant have dinner with a couple of friends.... well, at least i thought you were one. I don't know what you were thinking la, really. I wasn't hostile at all la.

Good job.

Honestly, im not angry at anyone or anything, knowing you, this sort of thing... is sure to happen. Im prolly just kinda annoyed. Don't like anything, please talk it out with me please? I hate being kept in the dark... haix. Alright. =)

I See The Light..

Ah.. so it's been a hectic first week of school. Things started pretty well, ended pretty well too. Today anyway.

It was a hectic morning, i had to take a cab to school, luckily was not late. The Digital Essentials lesson was damn boring... alot of the stuff, i already knew. So it was like, FREE Credit units! Or so i said to justin.

Then, after school, lots of things happened, blah blah blah. But then the day ended on an awesome note. Love you to bits. Seriously. You'll like, explode into a million pieces! BITS! =)

Alright. I want Electrico's CD! THEY ROCK. SERIOUSLY!

Nobody's Home...

Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, What's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
And she can't find her place
She's losing her faith
she's falling from grace
She's all over the place, yeah

She's lost inside
Lost inside, oh ohhh
She's lost inside
Lost inside, oh ohhh yeah

Run To Me...

Don't, You don't have to save my life
No, You're not ready I can feel it
Outside it's raining, but I'll just go home
Someday your heart will let him go.

As soon as you get that feeling
You can start to live again
As soon as the worst is over
You can make it all make sense
Rigt now I can't give you what you need
As soon as you get the feeling...
Run To Me.

Hush, You don't have to say a word.
Trust, I'm not going to hate you for it.
Feels like my touch only brings back the pain
Someday those memories will fade away

As soon as you get that feeling
You can start to live again
As soon as the worst is over
You can make it all make sense
Right Now, I can't give you what you need
As soon as you that feeling...
Run To Me.

There is a god!

Ok la, cannot be materialistic. But yeah. I'm happy. =).

Well firstly christmas is around the corner, and my parents are leaving on the 22nd for a week to go to china because i have a few relatives there who are getting married. I'm not going though.

Then the thing is, when were were all worrying about money and stuff, Amongst all the hoo-haa.. my mum won first prize in 4D! She bet on her uncle's tombstone number (he recently passed away) and my mum and my grandmother bet on the wrong number (3369) and they ended up winning!

I'm not going to reveal the sum of money, no point, but the thing is my mum just promised me my phone for christmas. I even showed it to her, she agreed.... i guess she was in a good mood. Still, i better save up more money. =). She also agreed on a new sofa!

Guess its always good to know someone's got your back, even if its worrying for trivial matters like these....

Pushing...

I've lied to you, the same way that I always do
This is the last smile that I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down
(The sacrifice of hiding in a lie)
Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time
Left to watch it all unwind
(The sacrifice is never knowing)

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see, your testing me
Pushes me away

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see, your testing me
Pushes me away

I've tried, like you, to do everything you wanted to
This is the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down
(The sacrifice of hiding in a lie)
Everything has to end
You'll soon find, we're out of time
Left to watch it all unwind
(The sacrifice is never knowing)

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see, your testing me
Pushes me away

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see, your testing me
Pushes me away

We're all out of time
This is how we find
How it all unwinds
(The sacrifice of hiding in a lie)
We're all out of time
This is how we find
How it all unwinds
(The sacrifice is never knowing)

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see, your testing me
Pushes me away

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see, your testing me
Pushes me away

Pushes me away

now... on to my regular.....

-yawn-

Oh wait. What am i doing here on blogger. Off to bed now. School tomorrow. Tired. Night =).

Hey Girl...

I love Ying :)

Blood.

So... School's starting again...

Gone are the day's of slacking, gone are the days of periodic freedom, of waking up late, sleeping late, not giving a shit about what's happening tomorrow.

Or.. not. Life's prolly gonna be the same. I'm SO not prepared for school. Don't know what to bring, what to do, what classes to attend, what's ahead of me. But to say im not ready is an not an understatement, because its not true. I want to get started, and refresh myself with what i call... design.

I'm gonna do a few changes to my timetable, gonna drop brand building strategies and try to add digital essentials, preferably on monday morning, tuesday morning or late afternoon. also gonna try to change my psychology lecture to wednesday too. So i got BOTH the lecture and tutorial on Wednesday..

Anyways, enough about tomorrow, i'll take it as it comes as me. I'm gonna have a nostalgic breakfast in the canteen tomorrow.. really miss the western food stall.

Alright, i've come up with abit of 2d stuff for my layout, yet to reinstall 3DstudioMax to do the 3d stuff, the grid idea came from Nokia 7270... and... yeah. This is a very rough draft. I'm gonna put my 3d stuff behind this grid, and maybe blank out a few to put my own images in. See if you understand.

Epitome.

Hmm... so im sitting here doing up my new layout (a couple of days more, i promise. serious this time) and i suddenly get inspiration for it in the bathroom while showering. Weird but true. It's inspired by the Nokia 7270, with its chic smooth lines and cascading layers of colours.

I'll only have problems during the coding part.. so yeah. As you guys know, i treat my layouts like precious works of art, because, well they are. I don't survive on blogskins, and every previous layout and even the one you see now was hand coded, hand done, basically, EVERYTHING done by me, not taken from the internet or whatsoever. I am a design student afterall. :). I try to base my layouts on user readability and user friendliness, so you dont have to kill your eyes while reading my junk.

Oh and yes, i've changed the name of the layout to Epitome. Fitting, i guess.

you.

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

You beautiful soul, yeah

I am a donut. Yes i am.

Alright. Feel like blogging. No im not dead, i just came back from camp, so im abit stoned. =)

Camp rocks. I feel more spiritually and emotionally contented... somehow.

Im still addicted to Ghost Squad and DrumMania! School is starting in a few days. Timetable sucks, but im sure i'll edit it and live with it.

This blog is becoming kinda messy, with every thought and emotion randomly being thrown at it :P.

Oh yeah, went to the beach lately, took some nice shots. Here they are =p.

Something about you...

It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there... to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't know how to get in there...to feel you

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time, I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm
Going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm
Going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time, I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm
Going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm
Going to hold on to that

And I'm going to be there...
Be there... alright... alright...

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm
Going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm
Going to hold on to that

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm
Going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to I'm
Going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that